palpitrate

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2009-05-27T00:15:07Z

when we live and love ... we also accept the chance of getting hurt

at times, we can comfort our loved ones, but when faced with our own sadness, we become helpless ...

as the seasons change, we know that the pain will slowly fade away

but in truth, it is deeply rooted in the bottom of our hearts

it is diffcult to ease our pain.

»rugby!

2009-05-10T20:12:17Z

pictures from our game vs. forest hill on tuesday (in which we lost, sadly, 15-5)

btw, we're the puny team in blue. the yellow team was our opponent, and they had TWO HUGE GIRLS that looked a little something like this:

just imagine the poor looks on our faces when we walked in! :o i felt kind of really bad for her though. but we lost *sadface. oh well!

»in my fading memory.

2009-05-09T20:44:39Z

in my fading memory ; park ji yoon

in this empty time
i reach for you
these entagled memories
i'm trying to find
what i have lost in the past
even the things i want to
hold on to, they become so distanced
drift away
i'm in the clouds
the pain in my heart won't disappear

those words that i could never understand
have given me the scars i can't erase
memories
in front of those moments
i couldn't bear it
we will never be fixed again

the words that i cannot remember now
float
they're vanishing so painfully, i can't breathe
until i mend my broken heart
please just stay here
don't let me go

breathe inside me
tell me you'll stay
don't throw away my feelings
i'm all by myself
even the memories have left
the precious times that we spent
i thought they'd last, but they've left me too
it feels like
bullets that fly
fly though my heart, my soul, our love

the words that you could never understand
they gave you scars that you could not erase
memories
in front of those moments
we fell apart
we're just the miserable us

the words that we will try to throw away
float
they're disappearing from us faster and faster
until i mend my broken heart
please stay here
don't let me go

i thought that was love we had
if love is always so painful
i never want to love
someone else in the same ways I loved you
we used to be warm but
now our heart like ice
that was love

those whispered words you never meant
those words became my permanent scars
memories
during thoes helpless times
we fell apart
we just stayed the miserable us

the words that i cannot remember now
float
they're vanishing so painfully, i just can't breathe
until i mend my broken heart
please just stay here
don't let me go

✖Six -- BGirls

2009-04-02T23:29:49Z

so basically the "brown eyed girls" will be coming out with their own clothing line soon! their stuff looks pretty cute, i'd buy the t-shirts and bright colored shorts, not to mention the fact that those gladitor heels look really awesome. also the sheer knee high socks. wantwantwanttttt. (:

actually there's a number of things i want to get like a floral print shirt, a summer dress, as well as that cute deer shirt i saw at forever 21 last time but was too broke to buy.

i'll see if i can find anything like that when i go shopping with alison & tina next monday! we're going to fairview and i'm excitedd!

xoxx,
amy.

✖Five -- Charlotte Ronson

2009-03-08T19:25:29Z

charlotte ronson's spring collection is to-die for. i absolutely love it. too bad its only available in the US, which means that i have to order it online. which i hate doing.

✖Four -- The Return

2009-03-07T20:35:50Z

happy march everyone! its the return of freedom, and all things good. i'm going to spore, as everyone knows. my flight leaves saturday! ((: excited. but before that, i need to catch up on some good old spring / summer shopping!

this season there's a lot of cute stuff that's making a comeback, particularly noteworthy is the high-waisted skirt. what do i also want? i lost my beloved jean shorts, so i need to get those. and a red plaid flannel shirt! they are so cute with a white tank and a belt...

cute stuff yeah? agreed (:
extras:

oh god. the most delicious jimmy choo flats -- they look exactly like the ones in boys over flowers! (: and a cute floral dress for spring, and a nice vintage scarf.

i want them all but i'm short of budget. oh, someone tell me why life sucks. i still have 50 bucks left on my abercrombie giftcard, but that won't get me much cause they're hella expensive. i want to get the other stuff from XXI though, cause their stuff is cheap and its cute. and the jimmy choos .... i will never have money for /cries.

✖three -- u.t.s.

2009-03-02T15:59:51Z

this is my school! we took some shots of the inside for our art project. although we're really old and worn down, the exterior is actually gorgeous, and since its been around for a long time (this year is our 100th anniversary / centennial! ) we should probably renovate it . visit our website here if you're interested, cause it looks nice. just cause . u.t.s. stands for university of toronto schools, even if OISE isn't supporting us anymore!

soeul fanmix

2009-03-02T02:36:16Z

tracklisting

01. soulmate, natasha beddingfield

who doesn't long for someone; there's a soulmate for everyone

02. my paper heart, all american rejects

please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed

03. sway, bic runga

don't stray, don't ever go away; i say its all because of you

04. thunder, boys like girls

do you know, you're unlike any other; you'll always be my thunder

05. stolen, dashboard confessional

you have stolen my heart; watch you spin around

06. your heart is an empty room, deathcab for cutie

out on the street are so many possibilites not to be alone

07. medicine, kim leoni

your kiss is like a pill; designed to change the way that i feel

08. tug of war, carly rae jepsen

you seem too good, too good to be true; sweet as sin

09. 남자를 믿지마 (don't trust men), minwoo ft. big tone

cause i'm a bad boy, i'm a selfish person

10. saying i love you, wonder girls

i'll confess the words to you now, the words i've held back

11. 8282, davichi

give me a call, baby baby, wait for me every day

12. 어제보다 오늘 더 (today more than yesterday), kim jong kook

can you look at one person for the rest of your life?

13. 불면증 (insomnia), wheesung

you know that i love you, can't you see my eyes?

14. 반쪽 (one half), hwayobi

i love you, i only love you; i can be happy with a half of you

✖two -- semi '09

2009-02-21T15:12:44Z

in case you guys were wondering, i'm the one on the left of every single picture HAHAH.

my sister wrote me a valentine's day card, and it was really cute (:

we got bored in geo class while reading "women come from venus, men have worms" LOLLL.

in the washroom secret backroom! we fail.

its beautiful!

so is this one, i just had to take a picture of it

walrus? :D

"omg hey look its us!!" //fail.

this was so good, we were really stuffed afterwards.

stupid flashhhh D:

thanks kat! we love you.

guhhh i fail at keeping my eyes open, thx,.

a little better.

no glassses :o

FLASH GO DIE PLZ

semi venue yeyeyeyeye!

sickass chandelier

look at all those people on the dance floor!

you two are cuteee!

ewww.

more ewww.

amy's going to bed! slash studying for my geo quiz ...

bahaha i'm ugly go rinse your eyes out.

its an eye! D:

✖one -- handwriting&blue skies

2009-02-16T20:24:55Z

here's one for the handwriting meme and my window (:

introduction.

2009-02-16T03:36:43Z

whatisit. /uponashore's photography and dump journal.
spellingerrors. /palpitrate is "palpitate with an extra r".
causeyoureartsy. /publicc.
comment. /or else you won't be added
bye. /♡